all the cracks are showing...

Despite the overused cliche, studying for the exams can be so incredibly overwhelming. The physical body starts overheating under the strain of late nights and too much caffeine. The mind teethers on the edge of reason or the lack of. My emotional self must flee and take refuge or else manifest itself in irrational bouts of fear and nervousness that bites and paralyses. That is why, I am numb, my body is crying out for relief and my mind seems no longer mine.

(edit at 9:09pm) The psalmist who sang at mass today had such a lovely voice! *dreamy sigh* Sorta like Josh Groban although he looked nothing like him. But still. It's wonderful to hear the message of God sung so beautifully; if I close my eyes (*lol* but seriously...) I can almost imagine an angel messenger delivering God's words to our ears. The drummer at HT is happening too! Yes of course the mass was nice too. Mass is always soothing, in some strange way. Today's the last time we'll sing the Gloria till Christmas and it's also the feast of Christ the King. That strikes me as real special but somehow, the words elude me. Must be all that studying.. :P