Look out for the hole in the sky.

One day, when you look up and see an opening right before you, you know that there is nothing to do but to take a step and walk through. I am waiting for that opening, the gap in the doorway, the slight lift of the curtain. And then I will know that it is time.

I’ll see the black car calvacade
Lights on in the morn
I’ll run fast and far away
I’ll run without stopping
Till heart and feet fail
Or until I can stand

And be and be not afraid
Be and be not afraid
Be and be not afraid
To reach for heaven

(Be and Be Not Afraid - Tracy Chapman)